Rakhi Sawant is out of Bigg Boss's house now and apparently she has left behind her demure and docile avatar as well. What we get again is vintage Rakhi who seldom minces words and never afraid of calling spade a spade.

When we asked her why she was voted out of the reality show she told, "I'm out of Bigg Boss because I'm not a sychophant. If I had massaged everyone's heads and egos, cooked their favourite delicacies and slept in the boys' room, I wouldn't have been eliminated. I admit I wanted to form my own group with Kashmera, Anupama and Amit Sadh. But I was let down.

I was there to enjoy myself. I wanted to sing, dance and make merry. But the rest of the inmates had other plans: manipulating, planning or otherwise smoking! I was the odd one out as I am a outspoken and I suffered."

What about Amit Sadh? Did she fall in love with him during her stay?

"No. The only man in my life is Abhishek Awasth. I will marry him one day. But my mother is right that there is sometime for it. She wants me to be a bigger name," retorts Rakhi.

"I realised what Abhishek meant while on the show. I wanted to be friends with Amit because Rupali and Carol had teamed up with the other guys like Ravi, Rahul, etc. I wanted Amit to be part of my group with Kash but Amit does not know how to respect a woman."

Like the person she loves, Rakhi doesn't think twice before telling the name of person she hated the most all these days.

"Ravi Kissen. The way he looks at you... yuck! There's something horrible about this man. I have acted in one of his films, but during Bigg Boss I have seen another side to him," she fumes.