In an interview with Subhash K Jha, for the first time, Kalpana Lajmi opens her heart out about the gender & economic politics during the making of Chingari.

Q: Your new film LOOKS far better than your other recent films.
A: But I'm not happy with the opening. Who will pay Rs 300 per ticket in the multiplexes even if they worship Sushmita Sen? I thought the multiplex culture would help Chingari. Instead that culture smashed my film.

I had only 2.30 crores to spend on the film, a part of which came from my romantic lead Anuj Sawhney's father's pocket. That's why he could get away with his obnoxious behaviour. My producer was too new to argue with the father-son pair.

I tried getting several other heroes including Akshaye Khanna, Dino Morea... even Tusshar Kapoor in desperation. They all said they wouldn't work with me.

Q: Why do you think Anuj went to town with stories of the non-existent kissing scene with Sushmita ?
A: This is the problem with young male actors who want to co-star with established actresses. When Anuj gets an Urmila or Sushmita distributors think there must be something to him. I couldn't afford two major stars. If I got Akshaye the relationship with Sush would've been volatile and vibrant.

Anyway my film got a 50 percent opening. The distributors have flooded the theatres with 130 prints all over India....it has been a traumatic time for me. I've gone through hell with Anuj Sawhney and his father. At the end of it, I truly feel conflicted.

Q: Mithun Chakraborty's scenes with Sushmita Sen are shocking.
A: They're meant to be repugnant. In a strange way this perverse priest who's been taught to hate the whore, loves Basanti. He wants sex only with her. The prostitute in my film celebrates her profession in the same way that you write or I make films. She has no problems being a sex worker until love comes in her life.

Q: There's no kissing scene between Sushmita and Anuj Sawhney!
A: I know. I kept insisting there isn't. But no one believed me. It was all a publicity stunt by Sawhney. The fact that he apologized two months later means he has owned up to his crime. That put my film even more in trouble. We've lost a lot of money over Chingari. Sushmita truly let me down in the marketing.

Frankly when Sushmita decided to withdraw her support to the film after this foolish boy's cheap stunt, I didn't blame her. As a woman I understood her sense of injured pride. But as a filmmaker I needed her to stand by the film.

Because of her obstinate withdrawal of promotional support we lost business worth lakhs of rupees. The electronic and print media have been hounding me as to why she isn't responding. What answer can I give? But the film overrode its problems because of Sushmita. She promised Bhupen-da she would see the project through. And she did...until the publicity.

Q: Sushmita's performance is incredible.
A: I know. Of course I pampered her to the core. But finally it was her take. In my six films so far, this is the only actor who has given me all that I wanted, and more. This is the best performance I've got.

I told Sushmita not to give me a single expression or body movement that she has given in any of her popular films. I also told her I wanted five different kinds of crying ...and she gave me all of them.

Q: Her confrontation scenes with Mithun are unprecedented.
A: She did something remarkable. She asked me to let her do an entire take without rehearsals. I agreed. When she gobbled up Mithun-da he didn't know what hit him. That stunned look on his face was real. After the shot Mithun-da was livid. He called me to a corner and abused me in graphic language.

You don't know what I've gone through. Half the time he was drunk. I had put my foot down. He didn't like it. For the last five days he didn't touch a drop. Hence the inconsistent performance.

Q: I believe Mithun and Sushmita had major problems.
A: He never expected her to be so gifted. They have equal footage. I made it into the story of the prostitute and the priest because the actor playing the postman let me down so badly. Mithun-da came on the sets nonchalantly as someone whom Sush and I admired for years.

He never-ever imagined Sush was a volcano waiting to erupt. The minute he realized her potential he froze. For the confrontation scene between them my brief to Sush was, 'The predator becomes the prey, and vice versa.'

And she took off ...She gave me tonal variations that even the awesome Shabana didn't give me in Ek Pal. I made her do unbelievably long shots, which pissed off Mithun-da. She completely ate him up. Sush had to suffer quite a lot. But she did it. I gave her cues two minutes before a shot, and she delivered. Somewhere the friction between them helped their performances.

Q: Some portions are crude.
A: Twice with Mithun-da I had to show what a prostitute goes through. I'm very grateful to Sushmita for breaking the mould as to the way prostitutes are shown in our films. I asked her to let me film two scenes of sexual crudity. She thought about it and trusted me. Even here Mithun-da was very very difficult. I refused to let him compromise my artistic sensibilities.

Sushmita truly went beyond the script even in the crude scenes. I'll never stop loving her for what she has given to my film. What Meena Kumari did in Sahib Bibi Aur Ghulam, Nargis in Mother India and Shabana Azmi in Ankur, Sushmita has done in Chingari, and more.

And to think she's only 29. She told me she had become Basanti for five months, and was scared she would ever be Sushmita again. She understands the film in all its nuances, like a true critic. We met last week. She got very emotional.

Q: Are you happy with the music that Aadesh Shrivastava has done?
A: He disappeared after a point. I had to get bits of background music from his arranger. He's too busy on Sa Re Ga Ma Pa. He had promised he'd get me rustic voices from Bihar and UP. He lied. Except for the one track by Himani Kapoor, which in any case is a traditional thumri, I don't like the other compositions.

I had to bring in the old lovely Ramaiyya vasta vaya from Shree 420. I wanted one Lataji song. Since we couldn't afford her we used her old song.

I asked Sushmita to dance like Geeta Bali. She didn't know her. But Sushmita is today's Geeta Bali. Mithun-da paid her a huge compliment. He said, 'When I did Mrigayaa I was innocent and could easily play innocent. But you, Sushmita you played innocent so convincingly.'