Jennifer Lopez has admitted to being conflicted about letting go of the drive to look perfect.

According to British Glamour's March issue, the 44-year-old American Idol judge has revealed that her looks are always on her mind and she is finding it hard to `shed that old skin`, People Magazine reported.

She added that she has mellowed out a bit on rigorous exercises but the `very ambitious, determined girl` inside her wishes to be in the best shape ever.