/> There's big-time bonding happening among the eliminated participants of Bigg Boss.

Aryan Vaid who was recently expelled from the isolated set in Karjat on the outskirts of Mumbai had a secret dinner with the two ex-recruits Deepak Parasher and Rakhi Sawant at the former's residence on Saturday evening.

Reveals Aryan, "It was real and yet surreal. Deepakji and Rakhi were people I had lately been isolated with. When we look back at the Bigg Boss experience it seems so strange and yet so reflective of today times when nothing is private anymore. I did find true love in that place.

But when I realized Anu (pama) and I were being watched by millions on television it felt strange. Having said that, I must confess Anu and I didn't feel the least self- conscious about expressing our feelings openly. We forgot about the camera and the microphone. And we weren't doing anything wrong.

There was nothing sexual about our encounter. But I must say some of the massaging that the other girls gave to the other contestants was highly erotic, and embarrassing to watch."

On Saturday night for the first time Aryan watched himself on television. "It felt like another world. But I was very upset when I saw Anupama crying for me. I miss her. And I want to marry her. The only communication I had been allowed with her by Bigg Boss was a card that was reached to her through the show's producers."

Aryan admits Big Boss has changed his life. "People almost feel as though they know me in and out. There's a sense of initimacy between the public and the contestants. After my elimination I'm being invited to attend various events.

In fact I was in Pune on Sunday to attend a kids' function. It feels good to have connected with audiences, though I must admit I wouldn't like to run into any of men at the house in Karjat except the two Deepaks—Parasher and Tijori."