No one is ready to accept the reality that actor Sushant Singh Rajput in no more with us. Sanjana Sanghi, who will make her Bollywood debut in Mukesh Chhabra's 'Dil Bechara' alongside Sushant is also shocked and stunned to the core. She shared a tearful farewell video on Instagram for the actor who died on Sunday at the age of 34.

With her farewell video and goodbye note, she wrote on Instagram "Abhi toh itna kuch baaki tha, Sushant? (We had so much to do, Sushant) You gave me a forever, within a limited number of days, and for that. I'm forever grateful. - our beloved novel, The Fault In Our Stars. A forever of learnings, and of memories". She further added, "I refreshed my web pages a 100 times hoping I'm reading some sort of horrible joke. I'm not equipped to process any of this. I don't think I ever will be. I'm definitely not equipped to articulate my feelings, this is me failing, but trying.". Here's the video -

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. . You gave me a forever, within a limited number of days, and for that. I'm forever grateful. - our beloved novel, The Fault In Our Stars A forever of learnings, and of memories. I refreshed my web pages a 100 times hoping I'm reading some sort of horrible joke. I'm not equipped to process any of this. I don't think I ever will be. I'm definitely not equipped to articulate my feelings, this is me failing, but trying. After 2 years of seemingly all the possible difficulties one single film can face, with all sorts of crap constantly being written, and being relentlessly pursued. We were supposed to FINALLY see our film - my first film, and what you told me you believed was your best film yet, together. Amidst your journey, you somehow found a way and had a desire to yell out to me from the opposite side of set screaming `Rockstar, itni achi acting thodi na karte hain paagal!` ; To guide me over things big & small through our film's process, To tell me to conserve my energy on set; To discuss even the smallest nuance you thought could change the narrative of a scene and would whole heartedly accept my disagreement; To discuss ways in which we could together forge a brighter educational future for the children of India. You were a force Manny, and you always will be. We're going to spend an eternity to try and make sense of what you've left us behind with, and I personally never will be able to. I simply wish you never left us behind in the first place. Just know, you have a country full of millions, looking up at you, smiling at you, thankful for you. As you smile back at us, from up above. The fact that you get to spend the rest of your time by your mother's side, I know you gives the only happiness you wanted in the world. #RIPSushantSinghRajput

A post shared by Sanjana Sanghi (@sanjanasanghi96) on Jun 14, 2020 at 6:42am PDT

She continued, `After 2 years of seemingly all the possible difficulties one single film can face, with all sorts of crap constantly being written, and being relentlessly pursued. We were supposed to FINALLY see our film - my first film, and what you told me you believed was your best film yet, together.` she added, "We were supposed to FINALLY see our film - my first film, and what you told me you believed was your best film yet, together. Amidst your journey, you somehow found a way and had a desire to yell out to me from the opposite side of set screaming `Rockstar, itni achi acting thodi na karte hain paagal!` ;To guide me over things big & small through our film's process, To tell me to conserve my energy on set;To discuss even the smallest nuance you thought could change the narrative of a scene and would whole heartedly accept my disagreement; To discuss ways in which we could together forge a brighter educational future for the children of India. You were a force Manny, and you always will be."

In the end, she wrote, "I simply wish you never left us behind in the first place. Just know, you have a country full of millions, looking up at you, smiling at you, thankful for you. As you smile back at us, from up above. The fact that you get to spend the rest of your time by your mother's side, I know you gives the only happiness you wanted in the world. #RIPSushantSinghRajput"

Well, it is hurtful to read her emotional goodbye note for Sushant Singh Rajput where she wrote and express her grief on his demise. After losing actors like Irfan Khan, and Rishi Kapoor due to cancer, the sudden suicidal death of Sushant opens a debate on mental health awareness in Bollywood. While the police have confirmed that he has died by suicide, no 'note' was found from his residence.