"That's that acting is all about. You suppresss and finally eradicate your own personality and preferences to surrender to the audience. And I've always connected with homosexual audiences.
In fact when I was a totally unknown face in Delhi doing theatre, my first admirer turned out to be gay. At first I was flattered by the attention he was lavished on me.
Then I began to understand his intentions. I told him, 'Dude, I like you, and I love your attentions. But I just don't swing that way.' I eventually had to disappear on him to escape his amorous advances."
The character re-surfaced in a queer way recently when Sushant used his first admirer's personality to play the red-hot evil and ruthless gangster in Mani Shankar's espionage thriller Mukhbiir who keeps hitting on the innocent hero Sammir Dattani.
Reveals Sushant, "To make the character bi- sexual was entirely my idea. Why are we so afraid of homosexuality? It's a way of life, and we need to look at at it that way.
I suggested to our director Mani that we make my character sexually ambiguous, so there's an interesting sexual triangle in the film. My girl keeps hitting on Sammir's character while I keep hitting on him."
Sushant hopes his male gay fan-following multiplies after Mukhbiir. "I've no qualms about being a gay or heterosexual fantasy."
Sushant also gets ready to play a ruthless newshound in Mahesh Bhatt's media expose Showbiz to be directed by Saroj Khan's son Raju Khan. Sushant has a couple of high-profile senior journalists in mind as role models. "But finally it would be my interpretation of the way the paparazzi conducts itself."