Playing Rani Mukherjee as a child, nine-year-old Ayesha Kapoor has been given the job of performing what's
perhaps the most difficult character ever written for a child in Bollywood.
Playing a deaf and mute, psychologically traumatised, maladjusted girl, Ayesha simply stuns you with her
performance. How does a nine-year-old glean those dark black emotions of a raging, protesting, tormented,
disconnected girl?
A resident of Pondicherry, Ayesha whose mother is German and father Indian doesn't have a clue. "I don't know
how I played Michelle. I just did it. It wasn't that difficult, really."
The little stunner has just finished her two-hour riding lessons, and is very happy. "I love horses," she says
excitedly. "And I'd love to do a film with lots of horses in it, like 'International Velvet' or 'Seabiscuit'."
Though dark, 'Black' by Sanjay Leela Bhansali entailed a lot of horsing around on the sets.
"I like acting...I don't know how I do it. At first I was scared whether I could do it. Then once I knew I could do it
I wasn't scared at all. In fact it was quite easy. I had to practise a lot with my eyes. I had to look blind. That
was very hard. Sanjay made shooting very easy.
"Sure there were times when I got really tired, and I had to rest. He'd patiently wait for me. There was this one
time when I had to do a really hard scene with my screen-dad (Dhritiman Chatterjee). At times like this, Sanjay
would just tell me to stop. Then again we'd start. He called me 'Honey The Bunny The Funny...'"
She of course called everyone by his or her first name on the sets. It was Amitabh for Amitabh Bachchan and
Sanjay for Bhansali. And she took her role to the extremes of preparation.
Recalls Bhansali, "She'd often get into a huddle with Amitji over a shot. 'Amitabh, don't you think we should be
standing in this way, with the light in our face?' We'd all be...like...hmmm! Amitji would listen to her very
patiently. Imagine a nine-year-old explaining to Amitabh Bachchan how a scene should be done!
"Ayesha is amazing. When she left to go back home in Pondicherry I felt a piece of me had gone."
Says Ayesha: "I hadn't seen any of Amitabh's films. I didn't know who he was. But the first time when he came
on the sets, I was really scared, actually."
She refuses to elaborate. Instead she talks about her dreams. "I want to be an actress and I want to be a
writer. I write...stuff...I write poems on wildlife and stuff like that."
Ayesha learnt the sign language for "Black". "And now I use it with my friends. We communicate in the secret
language that only we understand...I'd love to do more films. But I don't want acting to come in the way of my
education. In case I don't become an actress, I can still become something else," she ends with a wisdom that
defies her tender years.
Friday, February 04, 2005 15:00 IST