"I can't handle crowds which mob me outdoors but, I'm craving for some peace and quiet," said the actress who's planning a trip to New York.
Kangana says that the city offers her anonymity and the opportunity to continue her education. She plans to take up a course in screenplay writing and pursue sculpture making.
"I left school when I was really young and missed out on an important phase of my life. This will give me a chance to pack my bags with pencils and paints, buy books and feel like a schoolgirl again," she said. "Even if I get away for a month it will be rejuvenating. May be some day I will write and direct my own film, but for now I just want to be on my own."
Meanwhile, married life has been keeping sister and closest companion, Rangoli busy. "I hardly get to see her, but I'm happy for her," said the actress. For Kangana though marriage is a distant dream. "I'm complete the way I am, I have friends I never had before, and I love my own company," she insisted, already planning her escape from the country. The getaway comes at the perfect time. Krrish 3 is a blockbuster and Kangana who has been getting rave reviews for her mutant act, can afford the break before her next film Queen catches up with her. When producer-director Rakesh Roshan offered her the role, he admitted that any actress could play Kaya "but no one else can bring to the character what you can", he added.
For two years Kangana gave her all to the sci-fi because after playing vulnerable characters in films like Rajjo and Queen, she felt good explore a character which complimented her strong personality, passion for fashion and gave her a chance to try her action chops.
"The somersaults and sky jumps would have been fun had my designer not given me a costume made of special plastic which fitted me like second skin and could be ripped by a finger nail. I felt so naked in it and was petrified of a wardrobe malfunction. I would keep checking to reassure myself there hadn't been an embarrassing accident," she said.
