She tells CS, `In my heydays too, I never wanted to be the number one actress and I never became one, I was among the top few.
I realise that people who have a burning desire to win are the ones who make it.
But being at the numero uno position in Bollywood has its own risks. It's scary out there.
When I passed through that phase, I was plagued with doubts about doing the right things and taking on the right roles.
But at the end of the day, it's only your good work that helps you.`
